Mama said there'd be days like this...

Today I'm tired,I feel defeated against this battle I call Motherhood. The war between having a happy baby and having a fussy baby has stretched me thin and I am exhausted... Sorry to say it but I am tired, I am sad, and I just want to crawl under my covers and mute the baby monitor that has the sounds of her cries echoing in my ears. The toys have been played with, an attemp at solid foods has been made, she has had Tylenol, teething tablets, oral gel, a bottle, been held, so it's off to bed for a nap that I pray changes her life and brings out some sunshine! It's mornings like this that I ask myself if she knows I love her, does she know I want to make it all better.I am trying my best, but sometimes I feel like my best just isn't good enough...