My Kryptonite

Some days I feel like I cant handle anymore, the crying between two kids, diapers and messes seem never ending. I want to press the restart button, easy button, pause button, mute button any button that will make life easier and less stressful. I wonder if I will ever have a organized house again, my nails painted, clean hair, free time and then I look into their eyes... I melt. They are my kryptonite, my weakness, and I fall in love all over again. These little beings make me want more, more kisses, more snuggles, more tickles and giggles. The messes can be still and wait for another time my attention is elsewhere. I'm focused on my daughter running through the sprinklers and my sons first smiles, those memories they wont remember and I will never forget.